The General Rant/Bitch/Moan Thread.

Leg cramp. & stress. Stupid stress

^^Let's scream together...3..........2.........1......

AAAAARRRRRRRRRGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!

Feel a little better?

It's so blasted hot outside.

Stupid ghetto people! My friend's having a cookout at the marina but there's a group of loud a$$ ghetto rats here. They don't belong here. WTF?!

La Diva Carlotta wrote:

^^Let's scream together...3..........2.........1......

AAAAARRRRRRRRRGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!

Feel a little better?

Oo muchly!
Or perhaps it's just this vodka/lemonade? haha
either way

^^Mmmmm....I could use some vodka lemonade this morning. LOL

MMMM food poisoning. Forcibly expelling any last hopes of a stomach contents since Tuesday. Finally got it out of my system I think. Was lovely while it lasted though.. :/

its a fun ride isn't it I once got gastritis from some yogurt thats gone wrong. I know, gastritis not exactly the same as food poisoning but its probably as much fun having your stomach slowly expanding like a balloon as it is not being able to keep anything in it.

Symmentha wrote:

MMMM food poisoning. Forcibly expelling any last hopes of a stomach contents since Tuesday. Finally got it out of my system I think. Was lovely while it lasted though.. :/

Aw I'm glad to see you made it through that ok! That can get pretty heinous. I'm glad you didn't have to be taken off to the hospital.

So far today has sucked and here is why:

- The puppy puked in my room twice come to find out when I woke up later she threw up dog poo and pooed on my pants.

- I'm planning on having my bday at a bar with the band I support crackjaw playing. From what the lady told me today that I talked to the workers have been lying to me about the manager/ owner being in and she said she would talk to her for me. I'm getting tired of this bar not helping me so I might just change my party to a bar an hour away from me that crackjaw has done a show at before. I don't want to since I'm already going to be driving 2.5 hours from school to get here for my party but I'm about done with this.

- My credit union hasn't changed anything on the collateral loan that they are supposed to be getting rid of. I was told I would have to pay a small sum but they haven't changed anything on the computers and the lady I need to talk to won't answer her phone.

- My mom came home to tell me that she can't afford our phones so they are getting shut off on sunday until she can pay the bill. I need my phone for work and she has been going out to eat with her friends and buying dog treats cuz they were on clearance and such. I'm sure if she didn't blow that money she could of afforded our cell phone bill. Now matt is mad at me because he won't be able to get ahold of me.

- Plus we are going to be late for his bankrupcy meeting. Ugh

The next 3 days are going to be some of the longest of my life.

^I bet. Like a kid before Christmas- the hours drag.

As for me (And forgive me for the grossness and and impropriety) I somehow managed to have a bacterial bladder infection AT THE SAME TIME AS a yeast infection. Illogical? Yes. Uncomfortable? Very.

^^ Wow. "Sorry" and "sucks" don't quite cover it... here's to lots of standing around. Hope you heal up soon.

2 days time she's here and I'm getting sick. ><

f**k.

^^ Rest and OJ -- you might still be able to fight it or keep it from getting worse. If you can get some echinacea too, that would be great.

So I work in a health food store, which makes me say: E-mergen-c packets. Garlic supplements. Tumeric.


But as a friend, I think that there's a chance that it's the stress of meeting her that may have adversely affected your immune system. Breathe deeply. Imagine how her face will light uo when she sees you!

But you know, maybe the illness will be good. You may learn more about one another when you can't get off the couch than when you're out dancing. Besides, if she really likes you, she'll probably be overwhelmed by the urge to get you a cup of tea. Or, if you try to hold yourself up and carry on she may be impressed that you care enough about her to put on a brave face.

She wouldn't be getting on that plane if there was any chance of this going wrong. This is a serious step.

Rock it, doll, you'll be fine.

This guy is really starting to get on my nerves. When I was in high school he was kinda a friends with benefits type thing. It was on and off after high school. But he knows I'm with Matt and he has a gf. He keeps hitting on me telling me "I'm beautiful, sexy, and he loves me." He keeps trying to get me to hang out with him just so we can do intimate activities. It's getting on my nerves because he knows I don't want to cheat on matt. I've even contemplated showing his gf these texts, but I have seen her deny it in the past and make a big deal about it on fb when someone else warned her. I just don't know what to do at this point. At some points I like the attention when I feel low but most of the time it pisses me off and I don't want matt to see this and get jealous.

I can't sleep. It just hit me during the night that I'm actually leaving in a month and a half. I can't stop crying. I'm scared and hurt at the same time. I'll be going out there alone and leaving everything behind. I won't be in a place I know. I won't be home. I won't have my dogs. I won't see my friends for long periods of time and worst of all I won't get to see matt for long periods of time. I keep trying to stop crying and sleep but it isn't working. I think I'm having a panic attack.

^^You should really try to see the positive side of going away to school. It's a fresh start! You'll be in a new environment. You'll be able to get away from some crappy circumstances. You'll be able to meet new people and make new friends. Sure you'll be away from Matt, but you can use this as a test to see if you're really meant for each other. As they say, "absence makes the heart grow fonder".

The lady i live with is starting to treat me like her daughters. It's not my fault they both drink, smoke and have sex. She shouldnt be so controlling. and I'm not that bad. She's nosey and getting into my stuff and trying to fanagle money out of me any way possible. like yesterday, she asked me to apply for foodstamps so she can use it for food. no way am I doing that. that could get me in serious legal trouble. I ccan't wait to move out of there and get my own place. to bad I have to wait for next summer.

^^ I hope things get better. I know you have talked about your distaste for this lady for a while. I just hope that things will cool down with her or you can find a better living situation.

Diva: Thanks. I'm trying to stay positive but it's still keeping me up at night. I keep tossing and turning. Then I've been having really wierd dreams like zombies or aliens are trying to kill me.

^^At least the zombies and aliens aren't chasing you in real life.

^^ Don't tell me that. I don't know why but a few months ago I had a lot of zombie dreams. So even though I know it is an irrational fear, I am petrafied of the thought there could be a zombie invasion/ apocalypse and they will eat me. So there will be times I will wake up in the middle of the night and I have to go look out the windows to make sure there aren't any dead people walking about outside.

I'm kinda annoyed right now. I'm the one giving my friend a job and yet I am the one driving an hour out to take her to the offices so she can fill out her paperwork and tax forms. It bothers me how nice I can be sometimes because I'm screwing myself over. I don't have the time or gas to drive out there. If she drove that would be different but I'm just really annoyed with myself for this. I always agree to drive people everywhere then I screw myself over on gas. I need to be saving the gas I do have for when I leave so I won't have to fill up so many times on the road.