What is everyone doing at the mo?

La Diva Carlotta wrote:

Being sad.

La Diva Carlotta wrote:

Ruminating.  Was it something I said?  Something I did?  Another sleepless night.

Laughing at myself as I read this. A little over a month after writing that I have almost forgotten about the person who lead me to post it in the first place! What was I thinking?! LOL

Feeling much much MUCH better now.

My brain is a strange strange thing.

Feeling like a ghost roaming old halls...

WrappedinReflection wrote:

Feeling like a ghost roaming old halls...

Putting my daughter to sleep she has a chest infection at the moment. It's my other daughters birthday today who is 6 years old. I can't believe how fast the time has gone.

Vampira132 wrote:

Putting my daughter to sleep she has a chest infection at the moment. It's my other daughters birthday today who is 6 years old. I can't believe how fast the time has gone.

I know you and your husband were trying to get all the kid making out of the way.  How many do you have? Nevermind, I read where you said you had four.

I just PM'd a bunch of old members to see if they want to come back for a reunion . Let's see if it does anything!

I wish I could show you all the ghost cake and spider cupcakes I made for my hubbys work for tomorrow my Photobucket isn't working.

Vampira132 wrote:

I wish I could show you all the ghost cake and spider cupcakes I made for my hubbys work for tomorrow my Photobucket isn't working.

Something about updating your account to allow for you to show pictures on other sites?

Ginger_Snaps wrote:

Vampira132 wrote:

I wish I could show you all the ghost cake and spider cupcakes I made for my hubbys work for tomorrow my Photobucket isn't working.

Something about updating your account to allow for you to show pictures on other sites?

I tried from the photobucket app and it gives you all the links to insert it onto websites etc but they don't upload on here for some reason. I've tried from the main website too.

Yay found another place to store my photos to share with you guys.... poor you haha 😃

Vampira132 wrote:

Yay found another place to store my photos to share with you guys.... poor you haha 😃

Won aswell got two little monster things it was all for charity

Celebrating the deletion of a website and e-mail addresses I created for a non-profit a colleague started that never quite took off. An extra $40 in my pocket every month. Also, ignoring said colleague's texts about saving the email addresses I created. Muah ha ha ha ha!!!!

Just got back from my grandmother's, I learned that my grandfather had spent some time in his younger years sailing with Hemingway and we have writings from him from that time period.

Reading the forums on my tablet. Wondering if anyone else is going to pop in.

Thinking that I know I'm going towards that downward spiral of depression again. Paranoia overtaking me, stupid thoughts swirling in my head and bouts of crying has already commenced. Feel so lost in life at the moment.

I'm sorry .I wish I had some magic thing to offer you that would help. Sometimes I think even if it is a chemical reaction in the brain,the only way out is through.
I think anyone with depression who can get up in the morning is a superhero.
Good luck and know if you want to talk I am always here to listen.

It's ok Raven, if I didn't have to get up because of small kids I would stay in bed. Some days are harder than others but like you said you've got to just get through it. Thank you for your support

3:15am and feeding my one year old, I'm still not getting enough sleep.

Vampira132 wrote:

Thinking that I know I'm going towards that downward spiral of depression again. Paranoia overtaking me, stupid thoughts swirling in my head and bouts of crying has already commenced. Feel so lost in life at the moment.

I get this a lot more than usual lately, still have no good advice on how to deal with it. I just put some miles of usage on my headphones and try to drown life out with synthwave but you have kids to keep an ear on so they don't burn the house down or whatever it is kids do that they know they shouldn't be.

endless dark wrote:

Vampira132 wrote:

Thinking that I know I'm going towards that downward spiral of depression again. Paranoia overtaking me, stupid thoughts swirling in my head and bouts of crying has already commenced. Feel so lost in life at the moment.

I get this a lot more than usual lately, still have no good advice on how to deal with it. I just put some miles of usage on my headphones and try to drown life out with synthwave but you have kids to keep an ear on so they don't burn the house down or whatever it is kids do that they know they shouldn't be.

Thanks Endless, it's comforting to know that I'm not the only one going through all this.
I've just had another crying episode right in front of my kids which couldn't be helped. I'm so run down, husband isn't speaking to me, kids are going heywire, my two daughters are ill just seems never ending.

Finishing up a posting for an online class (continuing education for a certification I have). Ugh, this class has become so tedious and boring. Just one more week left, thankfully.

Thinking about life while listening to some music which I haven't heard in years. Nice when the kids are asleep you can please yourself on what you want to do after a bad headache of a day.

Vampira132 wrote:

Thinking about life while listening to some music which I haven't heard in years. Nice when the kids are asleep you can please yourself on what you want to do after a bad headache of a day.

To piggyback off of this, I have been getting a stronger and stronger feeling that I have been born out of my time. I keep getting the feeling that I should have been born in either 80 or 81 instead of 87, not because of anything cultural but because it feels like I've taken a step too short and have fallen far behind the pack.